The finished Trials

John Proctor was sentenced to death. I feel a type of guilt. This is in part my fault. Or maybe I should take all the blame? I accused him. I know he was innocent, and well, still is. But could I REALLY sacrifice myself or my pride for the truth like he?! I panicked!!! Now John is gone...I know Elizabeth most likely HATES me!

Mood: guilty >_<

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Facing The Girls And The Court

What chance did I REALLY have towards beating Abby? I knew I wouldn't. I had no other choice but to lie again about the truth and say that John Proctor was doing witchcraft. I'm too scared of Death! Too scared to be hangin'! I'm only a young girl! I still have a life ahead of me! And the court wasn't seeming to believe the truth I gave anyway. So it was useless!

Court Day Today

So, today at court, John Proctor, the man i work for, will be defending me against Abby, maybe I should've just stayed out of this whole thing tho. The situation I'm in has now been converted to my sentence to either life or death. I KNOW that Abby will do almost ANYTHING to bring me down, since I betrayed them. But it wasn't right...It STILL isn't right!!! I should've thought this through...could I have stopped Abby from going so far if I just would have told the truth from the beginning? I wish this was all just a nightmare I could wake up from and nothing of this ever really happened!

Mood: Depressive/Scared :'(

A frightening Threat

Hm...the day has finally came, and now?! I have to face the other girls, especially: Abby. Her threats are frightening to me now. She's capable of so much. I mean look, she's basically puppeting the whole town as if it were at her fingertips; which it is, now.

Mood: Thoughtful/Scared >_<

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