Court Day Today

So, today at court, John Proctor, the man i work for, will be defending me against Abby, maybe I should've just stayed out of this whole thing tho. The situation I'm in has now been converted to my sentence to either life or death. I KNOW that Abby will do almost ANYTHING to bring me down, since I betrayed them. But it wasn't right...It STILL isn't right!!! I should've thought this through...could I have stopped Abby from going so far if I just would have told the truth from the beginning? I wish this was all just a nightmare I could wake up from and nothing of this ever really happened!

Mood: Depressive/Scared :'(